picture perfect smiles

2012-02-21T11:49:00.000-08:00

les poumons brulent, les tempes grondent!

la nuit roule dans mes yeux, par ce soleil.

2012-02-19T10:36:00.000-08:00

2012-02-15T23:55:00.000-08:00

no regret, he said.

2012-02-08T12:46:00.000-08:00

soulmate.

2012-01-08T11:44:00.000-08:00

une saison en enfer.

2012-01-03T05:11:00.000-08:00

one of my very first video attempts,

documenting a "secret show" at Despite Everything's studio

on december 16, 2011.

i don't have any technical knowledge whatsoever,

when it comes to shooting videos,

so just be fair and enjoy.

sound by Jack.

video edit by Zahos.

thanks guys!

2011-12-31T12:09:00.000-08:00

him.

naked.

sleeping.

so quiet

and mine.

that picture.

inescapably

on my mind.

all the time.

this is why i love photography.

'cause it stops time forever.

forever.

2011-12-30T11:55:00.001-08:00

25.

edit by L.

2011-12-28T06:39:00.000-08:00

http://www.ritabored.blogspot.com/

2011-12-27T15:15:00.000-08:00

2011-12-26T14:08:00.000-08:00

and if anything unfolds,

it's supposed to.

i try

not to mind.

2011-12-12T12:17:00.000-08:00

regrets collect like old friends.

here to relive your darkest moments

i can see no way.

i've been a fool

and i've been blind.

i can never leave the past behind.

i'm always dragging that horse around

and our love is pastured such a mournful sound

tonight i'm gonna bury that horse in the ground.

and i'm damned if i do

and i'm damned if i don't,

so here's to drinks in the dark

at the end of my road.

and i'm ready to suffer

and i'm ready to hope,

cause lookin' for heaven, for the devil in me

well, what the hell

i'm gonna let it happen

to me.

2011-11-17T00:36:00.001-08:00

sand circle.

2011-11-08T23:39:00.000-08:00

underneath the laughs there lies a need
that nobody's getting.
and an honesty that doesn't stretch far enough
to show us all how much this will mean to us, my dear.
and when we're old we'll tell ourselves that we did
everything that we could to save this.
but now
we do nothing.

i've slept for twenty years, but i've acted strong at least.
if you're leaving again, then you're leaving again
and you're gone.
and i feel nothing anymore, so just keep walking away
thirty thousand steps,
i'll watch you for every second and never feel alone.

lay your scars out in rows
to show me what i've done to you.
it was my weakness that couldn't save us.
so lay your scars out in rows, for me.

(act strong, at least
and don't turn around.
if i'm leaving, then i'm leaving, and i'm leaving,
and i'm gone.)

we move as one.

[la dispute]

2011-11-08T04:16:00.001-08:00

2011-11-04T01:29:00.000-07:00

2011-11-01T02:32:00.000-07:00

people are looking down, you say
and you can feel the beat of yesterday..

2011-10-25T01:24:00.000-07:00

never fall into silence.

2011-10-19T01:31:00.001-07:00

DARK SIDE OF THE LENS from Astray Films on Vimeo.

2011-10-17T13:04:00.000-07:00

2011-10-04T11:17:00.000-07:00

2011-07-28T15:43:00.000-07:00

2011-07-21T13:24:00.001-07:00

unrestrained.

2011-07-17T14:03:00.001-07:00

k.s.

2011-07-14T15:17:00.001-07:00

despite everything.

2011-07-11T16:41:00.000-07:00

ruined families.

2011-07-05T09:51:00.000-07:00

a box, full of happiness.

2011-07-02T11:40:00.001-07:00

2011-06-30T11:24:00.000-07:00

police brutality.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VlVML5ih2Qs

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X5vYgF7oa60

2011-06-25T15:18:00.000-07:00

baleal, portugal.

2011-06-23T13:55:00.001-07:00

2011-06-22T09:20:00.000-07:00

all them escape plans..

2011-06-21T10:05:00.000-07:00

2011-06-20T09:23:00.000-07:00

nightswimming.

2011-06-19T07:59:00.000-07:00

2011-06-18T08:53:00.000-07:00

you don't have to stray.

the oceans away.

waves roll in my thoughts.

please stand by the shore.

i will be there.

once more.